This year, I've come to realise how less I care for my study. The course I'm doing right now doesn't even interest me. But then again, no other course sounds appealing to me. I'm basically cruising through uni with the mindset that I'll miraculously land a well-paying job that I'll enjoy.
The fact that I barely managed to scrape a pass in some subjects this semester acts as a wake-up call for me. I've never felt so lucky in my life in obtaining a 50 in anything. I should really stop relying on luck and actually change my attitude towards studying. It doesn't help that I skip so many lectures either. It's a bad habit.
I keep telling myself I'll change but change is hard.