stressed but not depressed

I'm sitting in the food court at uni at the moment and I'm bored as fuck. I don't know why I decided to come so early. I've studied as much as I can and I've gone through the content at least 10 times. I feel ready but at the same time I don't know what I don't know. Oh well. I've already had a mini meat box for breakfast (or brunch because I don't usually eat breakfast) and I've had a bit of coke and now I'm having a caramel latte. My tummy's starting to feel a bit funky but hopefully this feeling disappears soon. I'm also listening to Krewella and Sticky Fingers to make me feel happy.

I've probably said this at least 83 times (no exaggeration) already but I can't wait for the break. I can't wait to be free and do whatever I want. I've compiled a list of places to see, things to do and restaurants to try (which I'll post after my last exam to mark the beginning of break). Very much excite!

happiness is a choice

I've been pretty happy lately and I can honestly say that I feel as though every aspect of my life has been treating me well. Either something good has happened or is happening at the moment and I just want this feeling of euphoria to last forever.

1. I joined the gym two weeks ago and I definitely don't regret it. I remember I used to contemplate joining the gym but always deciding against it because I was too intimidated and self-conscious to work out in front of other people. That and the fact that joining a gym requires at least one year of commitment and I wasn't sure I could do it. But Jess reassured me and eventually, Maria joined too. This made me feel better and I actually really enjoy working out with them. I always look forward to our sessions and who knows.. maybe one day we'll be the female equivalent of Arnold Schwarzenneger (maybe not).
2. I recently got my result back for one of my biology final reports. I got a high distinction. Naturally, I'm over the moon. But another reason why I'm so happy and proud of my mark was because when we first got the assignment, the lecturer told us that it was very rare to be able to get a high mark and that most people will land on a pass or credit. So... yay me!
3. The uni semester is almost over! Classes are over for me now and I have 2 weeks before my first exam. I'm going to make the most of these next two weeks and hopefully study my ass off.
4. I got a little pay rise from work.
5. I recently celebrated my two years with Kenny. It's a very proud moment for me especially because I never imagined being in a relationship this long at the age that I am.
6. Um, I don't know what else but I'm just so happy right now.

How have y'all been?

so bad but so good

Throughout the month of May, I had a goal. Well not so much of a goal but a monthly thing where I kept track of how many times I consumed the oh-so-fatty but delicious 'Maccas'. Before starting it, I already knew the number would be high and I'm pretty sure it's due to the fact that:

1. I can't cook
2. Kenny can't cook
3. Sometimes my mum is too lazy to cook
4. It's convenient
5. It's cheap

So what is that number you wonder? It's between 0 and 20. It's an even number. It's a composite number. The number's name is the largest number with a single-morpheme name in English. It's commonly used as a sales unit. It has relations to our calendar. It sits between this number and this number. It's the atomic number of magnesium. And the Western Signs and Chinese Zodiac have this many signs/zodiacs.

I'm sure you're just bored by now so here: 12. When I counted the receipts to 12, I was shocked at first. I thought 'wow, 12 is so less' but then I thought more and realised that 12 times in one month is actually quite a lot. That basically equals 3 times in one week and that's just unhealthy. I guess my goal for June should be to either cut down my intake of maccas or just cut it out.

We'll see!